I am in dilemma and you are the one who put me into

Okay, how many times has it happened? Times.
I have never even imagined.
I just need to say the truth, but I have not found anyone to be honest to.
I am just trying to enter deeper, or is it you who has entered too deep? You continue to do so, maybe unconsciously and unintentionally at all though.
Sorry for being overconfidence. It was only my blind assumption. And it was too fast, too simple, too banal.
Just flow as you do, I am making myself fit to it.

Oh...one more thing, please no longer hurt yourself and make them worried. Yes, you never tend to. But, we care.