why must my tears go out??

ini kalimat yang kemaren aku tulis dlam sebuah sms untuk seorang kakakku nun jauh di pulau seberang...
why must my tears go out??
napa coba, manusia mesti mengalirkan air matanya..
ya karena mereka manusia!!
that moment, aku benar2 sedih, karena apa?
a dream that i'd been dreaming for so long time was failed to come true...
i'd just thought that it came true but, guess what!!
it really came true but it wasn't like what i'd been dreaming!!
damn...damn...
mau ngomong apa coba kalo takdir berkata lain??
halaaaah.....LEBAI amat sih!!
pokoknya, i just wish that sumday what i'd been dreaming will come true the same as what i'd been dreaming (lho, jadi pusing!!??)
i just believe that the day will come when i'm able to smile because of the persons i'm always waiting for are standing and smiling in front of me..amiiiinn!!!
and i really miss hugging them hold in my arms..
the day will come!!